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rotrotrot2021
01:22
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close my eyes i'm 25
the apathy metastasized
decay is warm the buzzing flies
i breed life i breed life
i didn't wanna die old
i didn't wanna die
slippin down no hold
on the face of my life
in the mouth of my life
there is rot, rot, rot
no more gums
no more cigarettes
no more killing myself
control is mine
the plane is crashing
i hope there's still time
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the first day of summer's like the end of a party
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why you call me up when you know you're only callin it off
why you call me up when you know you're only callin it off
why you call me up when you know you're only callin it off
why you call me up when you know you're only callin it off
why you call me up when you know you're callin it off
why you call me up when you know you're callin it off
why you call me up when you know you're callin it off
why you call me up why you call me
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over/the best of me
02:51
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the mysticism of eroticism
the rusty scissors in the bathroom
i feel destructive either way
dreamt of our matrimony ceremony
wearin blue cotton i did not feel beautiful
i didn't introduce myself to your parents
and you looked pretty
ticked off
i feel so bag of chips right now
i can't fill you up
but i think i could tide you over
the literary merit of a lowercase screed
of an indignant contradictory representation of someone like me
i love twitter dot com
the unfortunate realization
i've been pacin up and down my screen for 6 hours today
put it down, walk around
hoping to get in your way
i feel like a disco ball
spinning for you
you can look me over
and over
and over
you wanna make heads or tails of me
50/50
probably maybe
you wanna make a deal?
i bet i can get you off
real clean
hot breath
cold sweat
give me exorcism give me ecstasy
make out
and make off
with what you need
i'll take the day off
let it pile up
feelin bent but who's the bender?
she wants a 3 way
i said no way
now she's taking refuge in her gender
return me to my sender
alpha omega starter ender
here comes the payoff
i'm feeling graverobbed
take what you need but it wasn't the best of me
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hopeless yung luvless
00:55
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hopeless yung luvless this heart has betrayed me
notice the numbness but can't place what i need
follow your voice till the land turns to water
i sink if i try to follow you farther
try though i might i may never unlearn it
all of your nuance the curve of your sternum
light of your eyes in the dark of the bedroom
i am the one who can see on your spectrum
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New Recording 123
00:10
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i can't get enough of myself
if i could i would autofellate and suck myself
make a dildo of my own dick to fuck myself
and use it on my own bitch so i can cuck myself
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my old life
00:55
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spend the night
drunk and high
itchin inside
for my old life
and my old friends
i don't hear from them
cause we don't have much to talk about
but fear and doubt in the end times
and the good old times were maybe not so good
but i don't see how i could not glamorize
lookin at your mouth
goddammit i miss my old life
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everybody's full of shit
iphone iphone iphone
everybody's walkin around full of shit and vomit and ideas
no idea
thinking about nothing in particular
daydream!
iphone iphone iphone
pumping gas full of piss
pumping gas full of shit
gotta get there
gotta get home
gotta get to work
gotta go
thinking about everything
NIGHTMARE
iphone iphone iphone
iphone iphone iphone 6
iphone 7 iphone 8
iphone 11 iphone 9 iphone 10
iphone iphone
total control
total control
let it go
say goodbye
say hello
to total control
iphone iphone iphone
iphone lockscreen jail cell
heaven hell limbo
whatever
we all gotta go
iphone iphone iphone
poison spit and hams for fists
eyes for eyes and some brand new tits
giving up control
i wanna be like you
giving up control
it's ok to vibe with it
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heatwave song
01:03
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that song set me off
reduced me down
to little puddle sticky in the simmer of july
in this town
everyone wants to cool down
but how far
must you stick the needle
to pick the apples
out your eyes
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sara's song (feat. sara)
00:28
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pansies, violets
03:03
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when i woke up in the morning
i knew something it was way up
in the cold there by the window
i could hear you pulling in
you were different but the same
new connections in your brain
with a new name, well an old name
and a sickness all cured
pansies, violets
get your blossoms in plastic
nobody's dyin
not today, no way
do you remember ice cream at the dairy queen last june?
do you remember talkin shit about everyone too?
do you remember smilin when you were rubbin it all in?
to your biceps to the world to yourself and to your parents
pansies, violets
blossoms in plastic
joking in violence
choke me out for the count
do you remember workin as a ranch hand to a cowboy
and he's sexy and he loves you and you live off the land?
i remember hurting, remember relief from the hurting?
the marks that it left
pansies, violets
bloom where you're planted
don't let me pick you
back up if i quit you
my life
to you
is violence
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13. |
hi school reunion
02:49
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we were 17 when we met in a different place
with different names, it was a scene
and you were kinda bitchy naturally
but our chemistry was like ecstasy to me
we;d drive around that old town and listen to the
sounds that we both liked, it was so hype, we were so tight
and when your grandpa died you didn't cry
we skipped the funeral to get high
and i moved away when i was 20 and we said we'd keep in touch
you acme home for christmas break
we hung out but you seemed so far away
you didn't say much
and when i joined a band we came through a handful of times
but you were busy then you stopped bothering getting back to me
and i was 23 yeah that's how long it took to hit me
when i realized i never had to see you again
and i could never say it to your face
couldn't say it out loud
but i guess i'm kinda sayin it now
the innocence is gone
the ink is dry, the books are bound
i'm tearin pages out
and i haven't been home in so long
it's not my home anymore, it's just a town
and when i come around now
i am just a visitor
and we haven't talked in so long
and i don't know how much you've changed if you changed at all
but it's all the same
i keep your name in my stories like a prisoner
and i could never say it to your face
couldn't say it out loud
but i guess i'm kinda sayin in now
and after all is said and done
i'm buried on your grounds
does it freak you out?
you don't know me now
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buried in sand
01:07
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last year is buried in sand
you're still the only thing i understand
dog-eared pages to see you again
now i'm straightening out my plans
i am still learning to stand
one foot in water one foot on land
i can be patient until i can't
i am crumbling in your hands
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boyfriend's lawn
00:24
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you let me think that you wanted me honestly
did that not run through your mind while i was driving you around to get plowed
thinkin out loud, smokin big loud on your boyfriend's lawn
sober up and head out and you can text me when you're done
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severed tongue song
03:23
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make me an option
i've never been surprised
take me like coffee
dress me how you'd like
take me in like clothing
so i can fit myself
stretching, growing
mothbitten on the shelf
play me like a violin
i'll do what i'm told
as long as you know
you're in control
i will sing
whatever song's stuck in your fingers
i think i'm a thinker
but i'd like to let go
do you know
how to just know?
i stopped hoping
hoping's for the stupid
but i don't wanna know better
i wanna sew my tongue back in
if just to taste the blood again
make me uneasy
i've never been surprised
but i think i'd like it
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wanna b yr bitch
00:21
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so what's it gonna be baby?
can you hold my key mama?
i wanna meet yr needs honey
i wanna b yr bitch
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18. |
New Recording 409
00:08
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ONCE I GET IT GOIN THEN IT'S KINDA HARD TO STOP SHIT
GOT YOUR GIRL WITH ME AND SHE'S LICKIN ON MY ARMPITS
GOT YOUR GIRL WITH ME AND SHE'S LICKIN ON MY BUTTHOLE
TICKLIN MY NUTS THO
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tempest i am
03:37
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when i met you i was burnt out
oh i was rubble in a black gown
i believed i could not change
it was only a dark, charcoal day
when i met you you were bright red
oh you were trouble old friend
i thought your love could keep me warm
it was only a spark in a rainstorm
and when it rains
there's no fire babe
if there's no shelter
know i'd behave
if i could make you stay
but i can't make you stay
so you're leaving and it's light out
look how you're glowing, look how you shine now
are you well when you're not near me?
are you dying? can you hear me?
hope you're stayin off the internet
for the right reasons, darlin
i hope even if you hate me that you picture me
tempest i am, setting you free
when it rains
upon the barren plains
that keep our distance
know i'd be great
if i could make you safe
but i can't make you safe
lightning strikes
and i'm magnetized
so damn fried
fall in line
not this time
you're not mine
i'm not yours
to define
not no more
not this time
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i go where nobody will find me
i go where nobody cares
although i go, trouble follows
i know not when nor where
you go where nobody can hurt you
you go where nobody knows
although you go far as you do
tomorrow is already hungry for you
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